Stop worrying about what you have to lose and start focusing on what you have to gain.
Moving on is one the hardest things because at one point they were your everything and you’re so use to being with them, and it’s hard for us to accept that. It’s really hard at first because a part of us knows we should move on but the other part of you just isn’t ready too. A part of you wants to keep talking to them but part of you deep down knows it’s going to hurt because it isn’t going to be the same anymore. A part of you probably wants them to be happy but a part of you knows they’re probably going to be happy without you. A part of you knows you deserve better but at the same time a part of you doesn’t want to be with anyone else. Moving on is tough, never easy and never will be but sometimes moving on is for the best. Not all relationships are going to work, sometimes you just have to erase the messages, delete the numbers and move on. You don’t have to forget who that person was to you, only accept that they aren’t that anymore.
You left me
and I feel like my chest collapsed.
Somethings missing inside me,
but I can only fill it with bad wine,
hoping it will take the shape
of what is left of me.
I am no longer full of life.
Instead I replaced it with alcohol.
And It consumes me
with the memory of your voice.